Things Gone and Things Still Here (jette) wrote,
Things Gone and Things Still Here
jette

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In one year and one month I will be forty.

There's some kind of balance between simultaneously living an absolutely authentic, growing, questioning, life on one hand and an absolutely comfortable, sweet, pleasant life on the other, that has felt almost in my grasp for the past two or three years as I've entered middle age. I have always seen this as a dangerous illusion up until now, that this desire is just a bourgeois fantasy, but in reality, nothing else seems to make sense.
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